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○●●My Never-ending 3N Life;No job No money No man●●○QUEEN OF SIGH 5-6-2008 In your eyes..あなたは聞いた
僕たちはどうなるのかと
あなたの答えは出ていたはず
でも 一瞬 あなたの目には
迷いが見えた
そんなことを 今でも思う
私は きっと 愚か者
30-9-2007 A dreamI saw a funeral in my dream.
I asked a lady sitting next to me what happened
But she didn't seem to care to listen
Then I heard a guy behind me explained
That she died at the age of 26. A car accident..
Maybe it's not that bad thing.
She's just gone to a far place
Wheret it could be painless, fearless and troubleless.
It doesn't sound at all a bad case.
I took a careful look around the faces in the room.
And saw a few faces that looked familiar.
Why are they all looking so sad sitting tight on the lined up chairs?
Must be some kind of a stupid coincidence or a bad joke..
Maybe it's not that bad thing.
She's just gone to a far place
Wheret she could find herself painless, fearless and troubleless.
It doesn't seem at all a bad case.
I always wondered if I were gone for good,
Would you ever shed your tear for me and wish this was all mistaken?
Then I saw you at my funeral sitting alone with your head down.
It could be just dreaming, but for a second, you seemed a little shakin..
Maybe it's not that bad thing.
I've just found a place
Wheret I could feel painless, fearless and troubleless.
It doesn't sound at all a bad case.
Would be not bad at all... No Beginning No Ending分かってる 思いつきじゃないことくらい
僕たちには強い繋がりがある 説明できないけど 特別なんだ
君への想い
知ってるの 嘘をついたわけじゃないことくらい
ながい間 忘れてたんだ こんなにも 恋しかった
君のこと
信じたかっただけ 私たちには意味があると
彼女しかいないんだ 僕を理解できるのは 分かってほしい
僕の気持ち
気づいてたよ 心の何処かで
それら言葉の果てに 終点がこないことくらい
そう 私たちに 始まりも終わりも やってこない
それが 私たち A lier..分かるでしょう 私 嘘をついた
大丈夫になるから 一度は乗り越えたんだもの もう一度くらいできるはず
精一杯 嘘をついた
苦しいなんて 胸が焼けつくほど 痛むなんて そんな事いえない
あなたを失いたくないから あなたを嫌いになりたくないから あなたに泣き顔なんてみせたくないから
だから 私 嘘をつきました
そう 今までも友達だったんだもの これからも大丈夫
気づいてよ そんなの 嘘に 決まってるじゃない 29-8-2007 Recent pictures updated This is actually my first entry to my blog in this year..but not much to write here...Well, guess my life has not too much to talk about now but it's all fine and all better. Actually reading back old blog entries I wrote a couple of years ago, I found them terribly depressing!!!! I should delete some cause it makes me feel just so sad about myself!! Wow I can't believe that I was that depressed!? Anyway, I have uploaded some recent pictures. Some good and some not. I suppose more will come pretty soon!
Ayami 23-2-2006 誕生日の贈りもの電話がなるたび胸がさわぐ
もしかしたら、あなたの声が
受話器の奥から聞こえると
こころで小さくねがうわたしがいる
でも届かなかったのね、わたしのねがい
今日はわたしの誕生日
どんなにたかい贈りものより、
どんなに大きな花束よりも、
聞きたかった、あなたからの
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
それがわたしへの最高の贈りもの
でも、届かなかったよ、その贈りもの。。
こころのどこかで待っていたのに、
届いてほしかった、あなたからのプレゼント
4-12-2005 Walk on the beach浜辺の散歩 あなたは私の手をとり
浜辺へ散歩にでる
夏の暑い日に
私が1っぽ歩むたび
あなたは1っぽ離れてゆく
私は追いつこうとしたけれど
気づいたら
あなたは私の手からすべりぬけ
いってしまった
私たちの時間の痕跡を
砂浜に置き去りにしたまま
冬になるとしている
そして、私は冷たい浜辺をひとり
散歩する
白く冷たいさらさらの砂の上を
過ぎた夏の苦しみと浜のしおのあじをかみしめ
季節が早くすぎ行き
痛みをいやしてくれることを願いながら 8-11-2005 Dedicate to myselfSee The Sun -Dido- I'm coming round to open the blinds you can't hide here any longer my god you need to rinse those puffy eyes you can't lie still any longer and yes they'll ask you where you've been and you'll have to tell them, again and again and you probably don't want to hear tomorrow's another day but I promise you you'll see the sun again and you're asking me why pain's the only way to happiness and I promise you you'll see the sun again come on take my hand we're going for a walk, I know you can you can wear anything, as long as it's not black please don't mourn forever, she's not coming back and yes they'll ask you where you've been and you'll have to tell them, again and again and you probably don't want to hear tomorrow's another day but I promise you you'll see the sun again and you're asking me why pain's the only way to happiness and I promise you you'll see the sun again and I promise you you'll see the sun again do you remember telling me you'd found the sweetest thing of all you said one day of this was worth dying for so be thankful you knew her at all but it's no more and you probably don't want to hear tomorrow's another day but I promise you you'll see the sun again and you're asking me why pain's the only way to happiness and I promise you you'll see the sun again and I promise you you'll see the sun again 30-10-2005 To fear loveA quotation from a quotations book.
To fear love is to
fear life, and those
who fear life are
already three
parts dead.
---Bertrand Russell--- |
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